The open road.

A memory:

from somewhere between the Lachalung La and Baralacha La mountain passes,
from a gilded road under construction between beautiful views already in place,
from when I was about to finish the first-ever trip to Ladakh.

Somewhere between Lachalung La and Baralacha La. Ladakh, India. September 2021.Somewhere between Lachalung La and Baralacha La. Ladakh, India. September 2021.

1 January 2023

Flies crowding in Nako.

On my arrival in Nako, a village in the Spiti valley, around late afternoon on 3 September 2022, I started taking pictures of the views outside, not bothering to close the door of my room.

When I returned after a short while, the whole room was crowding with houseflies. I had never seen so many flies glued to the walls at once. As if all houseflies of the village had gathered, perhaps to welcome me, perhaps to investigate.

Did they smell on me life? Or death?
Did they know something that I was blind to?

Who cares.

11 December 2022

The ideal life.

In this extensively polluted world, where you are living holds much greater importance than how much money you have or any other things. Not all has gone too bad yet and a more excellent life is possible in few patches of earth that have abundant nature and little to no human influence. It is now more certain that places without nature, in spite of the greatest material comforts, can only give you sickness sooner or later.

When I think about this, two facts of my life come to mind:

  1. A consistent and, thus, enduring memory from years growing up in cities is that I was troubled by the city life and the heat, that I was never made for it. Early on I knew too much. I remember school vacations in our ancestral village in Saurashtra, how I never wanted to come back from there.
  2. Now I live in the Himalaya, the most excellent place in all of India. I frequently remember about it as if to remind myself. For it’s a new life, only two years old. I spent most of my life living in the cities, where I never wanted to live. Never again — and I am more certain about this than anything else in my life.

9 December 2022

It need not be too political.

One should have conversations on politics and similar subjects only with those who can tolerate differences of opinion, those who know well not to let politics affect the connection or relationship between you.

I like to discuss all sorts of ideas and interpretations as long as they are interesting and closest to the truth.

Our lives have increasingly become way too political in the last two-three decades. So I have become fastidious about how much and with whom I talk about politics. A life as simple yet complicated as ours should not be complicated further with what is largely futile.

It’s a game. You must know how to play it to be able talk about it in an intelligent and civil manner.

7 December 2022

I have returned to the Himalaya after 37 days on the flatland and realised upon reaching that I had never left.

5 December 2022

Mangoes from home.

Powerful smell of ripe mangoes in the whole room as I feed Parle-G biscuits and killed mosquitoes as bait to the ant army in my room to keep them away from the Kesar mangoes high in a box over the cupboard, mangoes that travelled from Saurashtra to Maharashtra so that I could eat them like a lunatic three to four times everyday.

[Originally written on 21 May, 2019 near midnight in Pune, India]

29 November 2022

Three crows.

Sometimes, that sweet singing of a koel is not sweet but annoying. So much so that I want three crows to shout in her face.

Not the koel’s fault perhaps. I am here living in the city and dreaming of waking up in a village. I am here and yet not here. Or, the koel is where she is not meant to be.

[Originally written on 17 June, 2019 in the morning in Pune, India]

25 November 2022

I know it won’t.

Riding in the monsoon, I dream of the bike slipping and sliding and I with it—

Fucked-up bones, lacerated face, blood, flesh, pain, and all that jazz.

I know it won’t.

[Originally written on 11 July, 2019 past noon in Pune, India]

23 November 2022

Certain overheard grievances.

I know a lot of dogs who would strongly disagree with making roads and pavements in every nook and corner with concrete, tiles, and asphalt, leaving hardly any patch of earth visible, only the disgusting sight of concrete, tiles, asphalt, concrete, tiles, and asphalt.

They’d much rather rest or sleep on pure, rich soil of this planet — unfortunately no one pays them any attention.

[Originally written on 21 August, 2019 past midnight in Pune, India]

21 November 2022